there's this weird love feeling where you just dont feel attracted to her, sexually, but in your heart you feeel like you need to be closer, and thats when you get butterflies in your stomach

Allabouther actually I'm depressed myself, pretty much all the time , something like you, I think
and yes I to take it a lot more serious then I should, but the fact is that you destroy your life, and only you can make it better.




"It is a good day to die!"
Adun toridas!

Hey it doesn't mean you love her but had admired her and it developed to be a crush not love yet geez kids this days!

If you could be my punk rock princess I could be your garage band king.
You could tell me why you just don't fit in and how you're 'gonna be something.If I could be your first real heartache I would do it over again.
If you could be my punk rock princess, I would be your heroine.

I think it kind off is. its the human condition, everybodys got so much love to give but we cant direct at the people aroung us because of fear of rejection or you dont find anybody to connect with. It almost makes sense to direct it at someone who cant reject you. We all want the best best for ourselves so you direct your love/infactuation at someone like the beautiful miss cook! I obviously feel something for her or i wouldn't be on here but i have to justify it to myself that im just pretending, taking a break from reality and the hard (seemingly impossible) task of finding someone you can be properly in love with.
To the guy how thinks his infactuation is ruining his life, try picturing her on the toilet or something cause i bet shes just a normal person!

Thnx DARIO nice words you gave ! you almost touch my heart

If you could be my punk rock princess I could be your garage band king.
You could tell me why you just don't fit in and how you're 'gonna be something.If I could be your first real heartache I would do it over again.
If you could be my punk rock princess, I would be your heroine.